My rapist messaged me again on Facebook tonight. I haven't been brave enough to block him. I keep just hoping he'll go away, but apparently he's persistent. Maybe part of me is a masochist; I feel like, after four years of friendship, I owe him the ability to contact me.
"honestly, I'm confused by our one and only meeting. I didn't make that happen..."
"you clearly regret it."
I'm not sure what world he lives in that he didn't make my rape happen; perhaps he's just delusional enough to think me laying there, eyes closed and unable to move while begging for him to stop, was me asking for it.
He's trying to suss out whether you're going to press charges. My guess would be that it's bothering him, wondering if or when the knock on the door will come. Which, well. Good, I guess.
ReplyDeleteBlock him.