Do you think anger is a sincere emotion or the timid motion of a fragile heart trying to beat away its pain?

Monday, April 22, 2013

More relapsing

     When your entire world feels like it's crumbling down around you, and you reach the point where you're past caring about recovery, it's all too easy to relapse. When you're disgusted by the form you see in the mirror, both by its sex and its weight, it's all too easy to relapse. When you know what sweet relief hunger and purging brings, it's all too easy to relapse.

     Over two years of recovery are now, very literally, down the toilet. Honestly? It's never felt better.

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